First and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!! I hope we will get a wonderful year, full of endless blessings and kindness this year!!
Anyways, I simply made this post because I wanted to thank every single person who have made marks in my life throughout 2012, I'm thankful for those who decided to stay even those who have left.
I'm so thankful because of God's greatest grace in 2012, I met (met shouldn't be the righteous word so lemme rephrase it to "finally realized if he is alive") someone, I knew God sent him to change me, indirectly, perhaps, but he did, he does and he still is changing me.
He revealed most of my old secrets I've never known before, I had no idea how did he know everything, but He showed me the truth and that was all I needed the most. He changed my perception upon something I used to insanely hate.
You showed me the truest meaning of love, you made me understand the things I thought I wouldn't ever see..
I knew I was simply the girl with the pain, who tried my best to avoid unrequited love or even friendships because my past experiences were still kidnapping me, but I am absolutely adoring the way you took me out of my bleak darkness.. I know, God will never ever leave me.. And I believe, that's why you're here now :)
I knew now that I had nothing left to do but moving forward once I have given in, I know that can never be any way out but I will find a way with God. I had lost and throughout the years of always losing, I have learned that being a sore loser would simply make things a lot more harder. SO I SURRENDER TO GOD's HAND NOW!!! I wouldn't try to make things right by myself. Not anymore.
For once eversince, I felt tired of succumbing to losing, for once, I want to win, I want to win your heart, I want to do something, preferably to praise and worship God's holy name with you!
I have also learned that natures are actually connected with our thoughts somehow, so here is it is, I dedicate these Francesca Battistelli's songs for You, Lord and also you my dearest chopstick hero :)
I used to daydream that I could be free
And far away from all the pain in this world
A little understanding
A hand to hold me
I was wrapped up in my doubt
But all that changed when you came around
So long all that lonely living
That something that was missing isn't missing anymore
So long to the way that wasn't working
And the hurting that was all I knew
It's all gone so long as I have you
Still have the hard times when nothing's going right
Just wanna pull the covers over my head
You gave me a new perspective
When the days get heavy and I feel rejected
There's someone to run to
Since the day that I found you
So long to the mornings without meaning
The nights without sleeping
I'm right where I belong,
I know that I have YOU!
(So Long)
Love's not a feeling, love's not convenient
But I know love can change your life
Love takes sacrifice, love cuts like a knife
Sometimes love will make you cry
Love's not easy but it's worth it
Love is a hunger, but love won't leave you empty
See it's a language of the heart
Love can steal your pride, but love won't let you ride
It takes everything you've got
Love's not easy but it's worth it
What you gonna do when the bottom falls out
And you're left with nothing
But your fear and your doubt to hold you, hold you?
Where you're gonna run when it's all on the line
And you're looking for someone
To save your life, to save your life?
Love can hear you, love can heal you
If you let it inside, oh, remember now
Love's not easy but it's worth it
What you gonna do when the bottom falls out
And you're left with nothing
But your fear and your doubt to hold you
Who's gonna hold you?
Where you're gonna run when it's all on the line
And you're looking for someone
To save your life, to save your life?
Love can hear you, I know love will heal you
If you let it inside, oh, remember now
Love's not easy but it's worth it
(Worth It)
My mood of writing had recently gone, so buhbye peopleeee, I'll continue this post, or even whichever, soon... :)
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