All Of The Stars - Ed Sheeran

It's just another night, and I'm staring at the moon
I saw a shooting star and thought of you
I sang a lullaby by the waterside and knew
If you were here, I'd sing to you
You're on the other side, as this skyline splits in two
Miles away from seeing you
But I can see the stars from America
I wondered do you see them too?

So open your eyes and see the way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

I can your heart on the radio beats
They're playing "Chasing Cars" and I thought of us
Back to the time you were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So I took your hand back through lamp head, streets and dew
Everything led back to you
So can you see the stars over Amsterdam?
Hear the song our heart is beating to?


So open your eyes and see the way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

And all
And all
And all
I can see the stars from America

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Have you ever been in a moment where being strong for yourself is the only thing you must do?
When everybody surrounds you started to whether leave or busy because each of you are currently struggling with your own problems too?
When you've got nothing left to do but keep your headphone on your head, turn your music volume into the loudest on and just simply let the music controls you, let it gives you abundant strengths which could only be felt and noticed by you and your ole self?
When it seems like you're the only one who could understand yourself?
because actually I did..
And I currently am fighting to stay sane.
But truthfully, I'm just tired of everything.
Tired of the mess, tired of this sickening illness, tired of I don't know.....
Well maybe, maybe I just need a friend....
I need a nightingale....