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Have you ever been in a moment where being strong for yourself is the only thing you must do?
When everybody surrounds you started to whether leave or busy because each of you are currently struggling with your own problems too?
When you've got nothing left to do but keep your headphone on your head, turn your music volume into the loudest on and just simply let the music controls you, let it gives you abundant strengths which could only be felt and noticed by you and your ole self?
When it seems like you're the only one who could understand yourself?
because actually I did..
And I currently am fighting to stay sane.
But truthfully, I'm just tired of everything.
Tired of the mess, tired of this sickening illness, tired of I don't know.....
Well maybe, maybe I just need a friend....
I need a nightingale....